Tiring...
so tired na...
i dont imagine my life ended like this i thought it would be better but it is not! i keep in mind that things is going to good, settle down, things could change, healing the pain and believing to my self. But it was worst that i think i am and i dont understand my self right now... Theres something problem about me or to them? I feel that i was alone and i want my daughter adopt i want my old life back. You can call me selfish but i dont know what to do with my life. Being at home and taking care with my daughter was so tired and my household chores is getting more works to do and our store is my managed also coz my mom have her training. I told my mom that give me something money but she's refuse to give me. Before i was making kikik in our store but now wala na even piso because of the utang... And im so bored and tired my my dammit house i want to have a job but im lacking in qualifications crap! i dont know what is in my future but i dont know where would i be???i dont know who i am now.
so tired na i want to have a long sleep or mercy killing.
i dont imagine my life ended like this i thought it would be better but it is not! i keep in mind that things is going to good, settle down, things could change, healing the pain and believing to my self. But it was worst that i think i am and i dont understand my self right now... Theres something problem about me or to them? I feel that i was alone and i want my daughter adopt i want my old life back. You can call me selfish but i dont know what to do with my life. Being at home and taking care with my daughter was so tired and my household chores is getting more works to do and our store is my managed also coz my mom have her training. I told my mom that give me something money but she's refuse to give me. Before i was making kikik in our store but now wala na even piso because of the utang... And im so bored and tired my my dammit house i want to have a job but im lacking in qualifications crap! i dont know what is in my future but i dont know where would i be???i dont know who i am now.
so tired na i want to have a long sleep or mercy killing.
