Yesterday my daughter Lianne turned 7 months she can now eat solid food, can play, roll on the bed, knows her discomfort, can speak, and recognize me and my milk. She's very charming and adorable she more look like my dad slight with her father. Its nice when i woke up in the morning and she smile at me i feel that she's my greatest and sweetest gift i ever had. I love her more than to my self now she's the treasure that i only owned. 

Last year i started a year with the heart aching, revelations, motherhood and hardworking even if i had no job yet. Luckily for me that all the revelations i told my parents about my condition they still accept me as there daughter. Now, we welcome 2009 year of the ox with the smile, and positive thinking as my new motto which is a relaxing for me even i have bad days. This is my life as friend, sister, daughter and a mother

As FRIEND:
I missed my old life as teenage girl that always go to my friends house or go to convenient  store go drink, puff some cigar and talking so loud to them. now i stay at home and visit me. Bonding with them even im out.

As SISTER:
Me and my sister always fight but we forgive each other.

As DAUGHTER:
Mom and I always argue and nagging since we arrived here in cebu. I wonder why i always argue with my mom which is wrong but i felt that my mom is wrong. I always think that maybe i get boring here in our house. My dad is patient for me but i always feel him bad about me and i feel guilty for being stubborn daughter to him and not following instruction to him and to my mom. I hope that i be a good daughter to them.

As MOTHER:
Now i am a mother of 6 months old baby girl im so ozzy with my daughter.

Its 2009!!! A new year for me (pretty obvious) a new life hope it's better for me, new challenging year i am brave enough! i guess it's my LUCKY year for me...

Sometimes i missed my old life before, i always do want i wanted to do like chatting, going to school, talking with my friends so loud, go drunk, puff some cigar, doing somewhere, watching the face of my boyfriend, doing silly,  watch the sunset and sex with my lovers but all that come to end. Now, all change "I quit" and its a big loss to me when i became a mom. And I am a single mom i have no husband or the father of my child he left me when i was 3months pregnant. I struggle from my past and i keep my self to be strong and i knew i was brave to face it all. I cried so much but it doesn't mean that i am coward if i am coward and not gonna make it and not typing my blog, right? Im just tired i wanted go to sleep and not awake. you know what i am just pretending. People lie... Im sick! for god sake! i keep emoting when im lonely i wanted to have job but im not qualified. I wanted to go school but my mom told me marry a foriegner and i told my dad that i want to go back to school but i cant coz his have no job. i always get mad and i wanna kick my sister face she's a ugly pig slut! she made my life meresable bcoz of her i sacrifice. 

Everyone has there owned New Year Resolution (diba?) And i have mine too...This is my New Year Resolutions!!!

• HAVE A JOB. ( coz my mom wont gave me money she's kinda koripot...)
• A PATIENT MOM. (now that i'm a mom more patient to my baby girl.)
• DRIVE A CAR. ( my dream is to have a car so... i must learn how to drive a car)
• COMPLETE SET OF MAKE-UP ( i am a artist so i want to paint my face and i love make up makes me prettier)
• GOOD GIRL TO MY MOTHER (now a days me and my mom always fighting and nagging in our house so i hope that this coming 2009 i be a good girl to my mom.)
• TO GO SCHOOL. ( it's time for me to back to school its been so long and i missed the quadrangle, classroom, and strict professor harharhar)
• PEACE OF MIND ( this year is a great motivated, suck, shuck, and nightmare.)   

So, i hope some of my resolution come true.

Yesterday night while walking in colon pasko na jud not becoz of the xmas lanterns or xmas lights but the cool air and very tugnaw pud na mura mu sagpa nako. Yesterday me and my friends gathered we had nice and happy evening together again. The fun, shop, suroy-suroy, chika-chika, and our jokes we're having fun jud as in... And i had new friend names marina(lang-lang) who is very joker and nice gal i meet. Kasu hapit lang xia na buking heheheheh... Now and days makasulti jud ko nakalimot na jud ko sa mga mahitabo nako this year and him. THis xmas i celebrate with smile and cuddles to my baby.Now, i can finally say that im HAPPY and letting go of the nightmare past.


Merry christmas everyone!!!!

Tis the season to be jolly    fa la la la la la la la la....


It's xmas again!!! And its time giving and recieving gifts, fun and hapiness. Me! as a new mom busy for my cutie baby for the upcoming christening.

All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies, now put your hands up 

Up in the club (club) 
We just broke up (Up) 
I'm doing my own lil' thing 

You decided to dip (dip) 
Now you wanna trip (trip) 
Cause another brother noticed me 

I'm up on him (him) 
He up on me (me) 
Don't pay him any attention 

'Cause I've cried my tears (tears) 
After three good years (years) 
You can't be mad at me 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

I got gloss on my lips (lips) 
A man on my hips (hips) 
He got me tighter than my Dereon jeans 

Actin' up (up) 
Drank in my cup (cup) 
I can care less what you think 

I need no permission 
Did I mention 
Don't pay him any attention 

Cause you had your turn (turn) 
And now you're ganna learn (learn) 
What's it really feels like to miss me 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Don't treat me to these things of the world 
I'm not that kind of girl 
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve 
Is a man that makes me then takes me and delivers me 
To a destiny to infinity and beyond 
Pull me into your arms 
Say I'm the one you own
If you don’t, you’ll be alone 
And like a ghost I’ll be gone 

All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies (all the single ladies) 
All the single ladies, now put your hands up 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Wha-oh-oh 
Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh 
Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 
Don't be mad once you see that he want it 
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh