It comes to me i surrender all this the shit that I've done, bullshit memories, sucks rules!, fuck the world. Bad words? so what! I am idiot!!! A fool whatever so called... i hate this fuckin life... so tired of this. One happy moment the forever pain? how can i overcome my pains??? I rebel coz my parents wont go me to school I smoke and i drink liquor to feel the fun forget the sorrows. I full-in-love and I gave all myself to him but he gave me suffer. I thought it was LOVE but it was a LUST. I waste my time, my moments and my love to the person who was NOT deserving to give it. Cry me a river... Why I'm the one who suffered all our wrongs? While the he's not??? HATRED... LIPSERVICE... PROMISES... LIES... PLASTICS... and SUCKS!
Let me sleep for thousand years or forget everything. More time to myself relaxing....
Sooooooo tired.................but if i do that i can called myself a selfish.